All that you keep are the spaces in between.

I want to sleep in your bed every single night. I want to feel every inch of your body. I want to be able to call you mine, and for you to call me your’s. I don’t want to just go through the motions, act like we are dating. I want to be with you. I don’t want to keep being on the edge all the time, putting all my patience and energy and effort into hoping and always being constantly ready to jump at the prospect of anything. I want security. I want to know that you are not going anywhere. I don’t want to have to settle for what is going on now. I have made mistakes but you have too. I want you to make them all up to me. You owe me big time.