January 2012
2 posts
In 2012 I will....
Do things for myself. Not to please anyone else or to get attention from anyone else. Do things because I like them, I enjoy them, and they make me happy.
Think outside the box and become more well-rounded (ie cooking, running club, get the fuck out).
Give my dog more of the attention she deserves.
Don’t give up. Don’t get distracted. Focus on my goals. Train like I’m an...
December 2011
2 posts
November 2011
3 posts
October 2011
5 posts
Time to get back to business and get my shit...
No more skipping workouts. No more spending money I don’t have. No more wasting time. No more pussying out. No more putting off homework. No more mediocrity.
Drunk, lonely, disappointed
I want to sleep in your bed every single night. I want to feel every inch of your body. I want to be able to call you mine, and for you to call me your’s. I don’t want to just go through the motions, act like we are dating. I want to be with you. I don’t want to keep being on the edge all the time, putting all my patience and energy and effort into hoping and always being...
Come fire, come water, come karma. We're all in...
The wheel of becoming erases the physical mind
Until all that remains is a staircase of misinformation
The code we inherit
The basis
The essence of life.
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September 2011
6 posts
Sitting here waiting for Adam to finish his homework so he can drive me home. And he’s taking FUCKING FOREVER.
I want to cut my hair sooooo badly. But I know he likes it longer, so I’ll probably keep it that way. Because I am pussyshit.
VACATION PLEASE. It was AJH that told me so: Brit, you need to do something crazy. I want to drop everything right now and go to Ireland.
Things to...
Good god I never want to feel like this again.
I know that if I were skinnier, you would like me more.
Just come over here, god dammit. I am so uncomfortable this way.
I am going to lose all this weight and then maybe you’ll notice me.
I remember when you told me I had an amazing body, and it was the greatest I have ever felt. I would give anything to have that night back again.
Maybe this is just the calm before the storm, but I feel like I’m taking a step back into, oh, about the third grade this semester. Here is what my $5K-a-year education taught me today:
there are 1000 mL in 1 L
how to use an adjustable pipet
what a least common denominator is
how to add and subtract
that electrons have a negative charge.
And the pathetic part is that THERE...
I LOVE YOU. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME.
completely. 100% heartbroken.
Sometimes I miss just a few things about U of...
The Charles Darwin Experience
No Anchovies
Mount Lemmon
The ILC (soooooo many computers) and a 24-hour library
Pool parties
The Stock lab
My main bitches
But then I remember how much I FUCKING LOVE MISSOULA MONTANA….and I don’t miss it anymore.
Floating
Big Dip
Dead Hipster
Every fucking bar
Home/family
Forensic anthropology
So many awesome, well-rounded things to do all...
August 2011
11 posts
It is okay to....
Facebook stalk a certain boy, even if I have no intention of ever pursuing him (again), but just because he is nice to look at
Watch Jersey Shore, and kind of care about the status of Ron and Sam’s relationship
Put half-and-half in my coffee instead of soymilk, because anyone who says it doesn’t taste any better is a fucking liar
Listen to dubstep and jam out when the bass drops
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In other news.....
Made a deal with myself: if I start donating plasma, I can get a smart phone.
Asking for an early birthday present and getting another tattoo. A big one, wrap around my shoulder and my back and down to my hip. I’m looking at some tree designs, but haven’t decided for sure yet.
Getting wayyyyyy too into dubstep. I’m so fucking Missoula-scene right now.
Hoping for the best with...
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My Personality
I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked pot
I clean my room
I drink coffee daily
My Appearance:
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
I wear contacts
I wear glasses
I have braces
I change my...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING
I’m torn. Between what I know I should be doing to be good to myself, and what feels good but ends up hurting me in the end. Between volatile, hot-or-cold, no guarantees, and the total unknown. Between arrogance, and nonchalance. Between pushing, and accepting. Between being controlled, and going with the flow. Between silent wondering, and verbalizing. Between the never, and the now.
July 2011
16 posts
Tuesday - 20 min run to gym, 30 min bike, abs, 20 min run home
Wednesday - same
Thursday - 1 hour swim
Friday - 45 min run
Saturday - 30 min run
Sunday - rest
why do i say these stupid things????
please respond favorably.
please respond at all.
let’s hang out thursday.
we can celebrate the weekend :)
I was inspired by my good friend Chelsey to make a definitive list of goals for the next year. Since I’m in school, this will apply to the following academic year. These are in no particular order, though some are more important than others. However, I am going to complete them all.
Make more friends. This includes making girlfriends. Big step for me, since I have always been more...
Why today is great:
ran my half-marathon PR (1:41) and blew my goal pace (sub-8) out of the water
free beer at the finish line
epic nap
laying out with my dog and my Kindle all day
having people over for jalapeno popper burgers and massive amounts of beer tonight
I miss being in control. I’m sick of this going-with-it, living-in-the-moment, spontaneous bullshit. It is not me. I live for structure, routine, the expected, the planned, the obvious.
Granted, there are parts of this that I like. The pleasant little surprises.
But when I’m alone, living my solitary little apartment-and-puppy-and-soymilk life, I hate when I’m not in control of...
June 2011
29 posts
Anonymous asked: Read your tumblr post for June 21st, 2011. Found it rather intriguing. Have had a personal acquaintance with you in the past. Et cetera is really all I can say. You know how to reach me.
pretty.
sick.
young.
bored.
I WANT TO HAVE SEX
can we just be friends that hook up whenever we feel like it? no complications, no expectations. we don’t talk about it, we don’t worry about it, we don’t plan for it or deal with the aftermath. we just fulfill our needs, enjoy each other’s bodies, and always be there. PLEASE???
